I'll Find A Way To You If It Kills Me

Posted by Heidi in it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

Provocative . . .

knowing that almost as soon as I write these words, you will be reading them

the chocolate and vanilla ice cream in the freezer

dwelling on thoughts that do me no favors

Addictive . . .

knowing that almost as soon as I write these words, you will be reading them

the chocolate and vanilla ice cream in the freezer

dwelling on thoughts that do me no favors

Tragic . . .

knowing that almost as soon as I write these words, you will be reading them

(but you're so far away)

the chocolate and vanilla ice cream in the freezer

(but far too close!)

dwelling on thoughts that do me no favors

(leaving me . . . nowhere)

Everything. Always just . . . over there.

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15 wise, witty and wonderful comments

Dolls from the Attic

There is so much wisdom on your post. I can surely relate to that.
Bisous
Marta

July 21, 2010 at 2:40 AM

LisAway

Complete understanding. . .
What I felt while reading this post.

Hugs to you. From So Far Away.

July 21, 2010 at 3:00 AM

Kazzy

Every single thing is just over there. It is so true.

XO

July 21, 2010 at 5:31 AM

Melissa

Just wanted to say that the first picture in this post is beautiful, as are you.

July 21, 2010 at 6:18 AM

TisforTonya

all of it... yeah. the pictures, the sentiment...

thanks for being the deep thinking to balance out my snarky self... I need it :)

July 21, 2010 at 7:34 AM

Anonymous

It's unfortunate that the refrigerator can't be located up a two mile hike on a cool, forested mountain.

Far away, but the internet brings us nearer than people were to their neighbors a century ago.

July 21, 2010 at 8:03 AM

Kristina P.

YOu just reminded me that I have ice cream in the freezer. :(

July 21, 2010 at 8:15 AM

Melinda

I love you Heidi!

July 21, 2010 at 8:38 AM

nevadanista

...and it just might kill me :D

July 21, 2010 at 11:11 AM

Oh, I've felt this on and off, in a very strong (not so good) way this week. I want to get everything done now, but don't have a spare minute to rub between it.

Uggg.

Pass the chocolate & vanilla ice cream, girl, we can share the carton.

:)

July 21, 2010 at 4:02 PM

Kimberly Vanderhorst

Such wistful, bittersweet thoughts. I wish so far away weren't SO far away...

July 21, 2010 at 4:02 PM

Braden Bell

Very poignant!!!!! And the pictures are hauntingly lovely!

July 22, 2010 at 1:56 PM

Kimberly Vanderhorst

Saw this template today and thought of you: http://btemplates.com/2010/blogger-template-victorian-style/demo/

(I know you can't use it because it's a two column, but it made me smile and think of you).

July 27, 2010 at 10:22 AM

RBS

Geez Heidi, I never think that deeply. That was very fun to read and totally thought provoking. You are brilliant (but of course, you are a Baldwin).

Roxanne

August 3, 2010 at 7:27 AM

Dedee

That's it! I need a trip to NoCal! Now!

Missing you like mad this morning!

August 9, 2010 at 9:20 AM