The Latest On The Big Guy  

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Today's post is HERE. Happy Sunday!

Thanksgiving Blessings . . .  

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. . . to each of you! Thank you so much for providing me with a warm and supportive place to be, one in which I don't have to worry about how I don't fit in, a place where I don't feel isolated or have to worry about approval or acceptance--a place where I can feel like one of the group. I hope you all have a wonderful, safe, and bestest ever Thanksgiving holiday!
(and here's hoping I will actually be able to get back to regular blogging soon!)

The Unpost Post  

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Now that I have made everyone thoroughly paranoid due to this post (honestly, I am happy to receive any amount of advice from anyone who knows more than I on any subject--the advice offered by April on how to treat my blister last January with special band-aids of which I had never heard--which went swimmingly well, by the way--is one example that comes immediately to mind, mostly because I also used them to "heal" a scar on my face, which didn't go quite as swimmingly, unless you want to compare the crater it left in my cheek to a swimming pool (which is not hard to do) and does a bruising job of reminding me each day of how much I appreciate April's advice on how to use those band-aids which are, as it says right on the box, meant only for fingers and toes--no mention of face scars whatsoever--there-by healing my blister which I SO appreciate) and pretty much obliterated this post by posting this one (I'm still see-sawing back and forth between fear and faith but who isn't?) leaving me feeling more than a little loathe to blog (or even show my face a la the internet).

I'm pretty sure I just need to relax and everything will get back to normal (or what passes for normal around here).

How I would love to just sit back and enjoy the afternoon as Lisa describes HERE but only the mindless drone of the TV will wipe my mind clear enough to really relax (which reminds me, Donny Osmond competes for one of the top spots tonight on Dancing With The Stars--heat up those DVR's, ladies!). I am still unable to enjoy reading for pleasure (my inner critic will not shut up and is, alas, rather snobbish at the moment in that it is as critical of other novelists as it is of me. Perhaps more so.) (This only applies to books, especially those in my genre. Blog and, apparently, entertainment news magazine writers are in the clear.) (BTW, might I ask if the above usage of "enjoy" and "pleasure" with relation to reading isn't a bit redudant?)

Taking a deep breath, here. (You probably should, as well.) In other words, I don't quite know what to say (but I am pretty sure I should have used less words to say it). So, I think I shan't make an attempt to say anything at all whatsoever. (Aren't you glad I didn't?)

(Yeah. Me too.)

(In fact, this not saying anything has made me so happy I feel as if I should have said nothing a whole lot sooner.)

Focusing on Fun, Fall and Frivolity  

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Favorite Frugal Find

I waited forever for this Victorian bed to go down to next to nothing at the thrift store


Favorite Fall Foto (so far)
fall comes late to the state that's great (so better photo opps are in the footing)



Favorite Festive Foto
I have a thing for witches
I guess I just feel comfy around them
can't imagine why




Favorite Frightening Freak
even better than Heath Ledger



Favorite Fete Food
best tasting and easiest



Favorite Fearsome Foreigner
he claimed to be an alien executioner





Favorite Festooned-by-cobwebs
one does run out of "f" words
--or not--
depending. . .



Favorite Fearsome Face
honestly--fave face ever but don't tell the Middle Child or the Big Guy I said so--
also, here's hoping you'll be so distracted by his face, you won't notice the
utter chaos it floats in



Favorite Fiendish Fellowship
this was much better in person--trust me
(oh, how they glitter!)




Favorite Fireplace Frippery
too bad none of my photos of the actual fireplace really turned out
but as we all know, there are worse things in life

At The End Of The Day . . .  

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When there are those who insist on seeing bad in the good you do, who interpret your honest efforts as a pack of lies, whose pride leads them to misjudge you, preventing them from treating you with fairness, there is One and only One, who understands with perfect clarity. Challenges and trials are part of the human condition and He who is perfect has endured them all including the greatest of prideful, judgmental injustices. It was necessary for Him to endure all things so He could experience what it is we go through and thereby pay the price for our sins. It is necessary that we go through trials and hardship in order to be more like Him. That is why, at the end of the day, it is His criticisms of me, His guidance, His promptings, that I embrace.
What a comfort it is to know that in a world full of dissenting voices, He has every answer! (plus, unlike mere mortals, He never gets His facts wrong) more here . (just click it--you won't be sorry!)